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Uggh. Things suck a little bit right now.
- I will finally know the feeling:
crappy - I will finally breathe the joy:Mausam & Escape ;; AR Rahman
My life in a nutshell.
[303 days]
- I will finally know the feeling:
annoyed - I will finally breathe the joy:Not for All the Love in the World ;; The Thrills
I love Winnie the Pooh a whole lot so I felt like I needed to answer this question. I think I see myself in all of the characters but if I really had to pick, I'd say I'm so kind of combination of Piglet and Eeyore...and quixotically, I'd be Pooh (I only wish I could be as Taoist as he is).
- I will finally know the feeling:
thoughtful - I will finally breathe the joy:Gimme Gimme ;; Thoroughly Modern Millie
Now the question is just how long am I going to keep grinning like an idiot for?
- I will finally know the feeling:
chipper - I will finally breathe the joy:The Next Ten Minutes ;; The Last 5 Years
And now I'm half-way through my junior year which means I need to start thinking about my future! Gaah, that's so scary! I'm so clueless about what I want to do too. I know that after I graduate I'd really like to move out, but I don't know if I should stay in New York where I love but it's so frikken expensive, or maybe back to Boston, or somewhere completely new...and I know that I'd like to wait at least a year or two before grad school, but I don't really have much idea of where I'd like to apply, especially since I'll probably have to pay for it myself. And gaaaah, I'm not really sure what I want to study either, probably either clinical or dev, but beyond that...tl;dr I'M SCREWED.
My sister's wedding is in nine days and of course, she's going insane. I'm also bringing Jason, which of course, my dad's not too happy about, but really, anything to piss him off. I guess I'm still a little nervous since I have a huge extended family (seriously, I have like, 30 first cousins alone. We're Irish, what can I say?), most of whom I'm not out to, and I really do not want to cause anything that would ruin the day for Sylvia. She said it was fine, but I still feel like she's a bit uneasy about the prospect and if not, I am. But I think I'm just going to try to be brave about this and hope that if anyone hates me for it, they'd at least wait until after the wedding to tell me.
So many of my friends are going abroad for this semester too...thank god Lizzie and Terry are staying (although Terry's going over the summer which leaves me nervous about who's going to sublet the apartment...) because I would be so lonely otherwise. I was thinking about it too, but you know, the mental health situation still isn't great. But it's always a possibility post-graduation. And I'm applying for an internship which would be ammmmazing if I got it (I'm not going to, but I can hope) and auditioning for YPC, so this semester could still kick tons of ass. Annnnnd classes:
College Mental Health Intervention
Dramaturgy: The Art of the Dramaturg
Gender, Violence, and the Law
Psychology of Adolescence
Systems of Psychotherapy
And this semester, finally, my schedule remotely works out with Jason's so hey, we might actually see each other every once in a while.
And I guess we'll see how my updating habits get now that it's '09.
( a few hours too late, but '08 wrap-up survey anyone? )
- I will finally know the feeling:
awake - I will finally breathe the joy:Your Ex-Lover is Dead ;; Stars
